Wednesday, September 2, 2009

My Drawing

This is my drawing. Is it cute? haha =)

I Look To You

Just discovered that Whitney Houston is going to released her new album. Whitney vocal is amazing. The first song that I like from her is " When You Believe". After she involved in drugs and smokes addiction, her vocal ruined. However, she is back. Although her voice is not as perfect as her olden days, she is still a legend in musical industry. Here I bring you her new song ~ I Look To You.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Firm

I believe life is about learning. You learn to be a better you. You learn to correct your own mistake. For me, everyone has a motto or a goal that they keep on reminding inside their heart to improve themselves. A motto is very important to boost your strength and eliminate your weakness.

I always want to challenge myself so that I am satisfied of what I have done. In the past few years, the motto that I had set was " Dare to Do". After all this days I had challenge myself to dare to accept any obstacle and try to conquer them. I have not yet 100% achieve the motto, but at least I found a braver me. And now, it is the time to move on to next level.

Last night before I slept, I had a usual day-dreaming. After thinking for quite a long time, I decided to change my motto. And this time, it is more challenging and harder to achieve. It only consist of one word : FIRM.

Why Firm? It is simple, I am not firm.

First is decision making. I hated myself when I started to reply a lot of "ermm", "maybe" and "I dunno" when a decision was demanded. Even when simple things like where you want to eat also require me a lot of time to think about it. I am always a straight person, never do things that are uncertain. It took me a hard time to have a decision made and confident with my decision. I really need to be firm, especially in this field.

Second is firm to say "NO". Maybe is just a bad habit of human, we are hard to refuse. But me particularly, weak in it. I always accept anything that come to me and too shy to say no even if I dislike the job. Eventually I have more work than I supposed to have and I need to do other people parts. This was so unfair but because I did not refuse, I need to do it. So from now on, I seriously need to learn the art of saying no.

Looks like I need to plant this word in my heart now onwards. Firm, Jacky.