Wednesday, October 14, 2009

有意思

有意思

偶然看到有人在youtube写的一些comment,觉得很有意思。

大學的時候聽這著些流行歌
爺爺就對我說"現在音樂都沒融入感情,跟老歌差好多" 那時他說的老歌指鄧麗君那些囉。結果過了十幾年,當時的流行歌也 變成老歌了。當我們現在對下一代音樂說出當時爺爺的話時,表示我 們老了...
哈哈,自己觉得有一点真。好啦,带来这首《辛晓琪-领悟》。

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

My Drawing

My Drawing

This is my drawing. Is it cute? haha =)

I Look To You

I Look To You ~ Whitney Houston

Just discovered that Whitney Houston is going to released her new album. Whitney vocal is amazing. The first song that I like from her is " When You Believe". After she involved in drugs and smokes addiction, her vocal ruined. However, she is back. Although her voice is not as perfect as her olden days, she is still a legend in musical industry. Here I bring you her new song ~ I Look To You.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Firm

Firm

I believe life is about learning. You learn to be a better you. You learn to correct your own mistake. For me, everyone has a motto or a goal that they keep on reminding inside their heart to improve themselves. A motto is very important to boost your strength and eliminate your weakness.

I always want to challenge myself so that I am satisfied of what I have done. In the past few years, the motto that I had set was " Dare to Do". After all this days I had challenge myself to dare to accept any obstacle and try to conquer them. I have not yet 100% achieve the motto, but at least I found a braver me. And now, it is the time to move on to next level.

Last night before I slept, I had a usual day-dreaming. After thinking for quite a long time, I decided to change my motto. And this time, it is more challenging and harder to achieve. It only consist of one word : FIRM.

Why Firm? It is simple, I am not firm.

First is decision making. I hated myself when I started to reply a lot of "ermm", "maybe" and "I dunno" when a decision was demanded. Even when simple things like where you want to eat also require me a lot of time to think about it. I am always a straight person, never do things that are uncertain. It took me a hard time to have a decision made and confident with my decision. I really need to be firm, especially in this field.

Second is firm to say "NO". Maybe is just a bad habit of human, we are hard to refuse. But me particularly, weak in it. I always accept anything that come to me and too shy to say no even if I dislike the job. Eventually I have more work than I supposed to have and I need to do other people parts. This was so unfair but because I did not refuse, I need to do it. So from now on, I seriously need to learn the art of saying no.

Looks like I need to plant this word in my heart now onwards. Firm, Jacky.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Escape

Escape

I am back in Miri again, after spending one week holiday in Sarikei. =]

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Two More

Two More

I had returned the two series of Harry Potter to the library. Felt empty without wasting time on reading story books ( just a laugh ), I decided to borrow more and more story books from the library. Thanks to Charlene, who was searching for horror/haunted story, for accompanied me in the library. Being told by the librarian about Dan Brown's being borrowed out, I was upset at first.
Hasitating, I rondomly chose three story books unknown author from the shelves.

Lucky me, when we were about to borrow the book at the counter, somebody returned the books which I was longing. I borrowed two books today: Charmed: The Power of Three and Deception Point. So happy =}

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Moving Back As A Blogger

Moving Back As A Blogger

Hello. There had been a month I did not post up any blog. Felt sorry for that, but can't be helped. Abandoning this blog was on purpose, I suppossed. Lazyness, the true failure for everything.

Lets talk about what had happened within this no-blog-popping-up month. First thing first, I had entered degree and bid farewell to foundation year. Foundation had been a wonderful year with less thing to worry and more time to play around. Degree, particulary degree in geology first year first semester july intake, which was pretty well-known for only taking two subjects, seems to attract more stress than it suppossed. Well, jelousy, I supposed, for most people who always welcomed us with many "Never mind, you are so free", "Two units nia" and "You Geology people!". Load of works were throwing to us without mercy. Meeting, event and homeworks.

That was the not-so-good part.

Here came the good part. I joined SOAR in the starting of the semester. After struggling through training, preparation, actual StartUp Week, feedback and appreciation dinner, it was an awsome experince though. The part I appreciate the most was knowing new friends and getting to mingle around. Braver than before, I am able to talk in front of a crowd.

More time to sleep and waste than usual, my biological clock changed dramatically. One week seven days, I have five to to rest, I mean really rest and nothing to do. Borrowed two last series of Harry Potter from the library recently, i finished reading in merely two weeks time. Slept at four in the morning just to continue the momentum of reading, I had developed a peculiar sleeping time. How I wish I was so 'rajin' when come to academic related subject.

Well, after so much bla-bla-bla, haven't I really touched on the today's topic: Moving back as a blogger. I am trying to conquer lazyness, which was the 'mastermind' behind to stop me bringing up fresh post. As I said, I will try to post as much as I can, just hope that I am not lazy.